Change...

So much change coming my way...the boys start school on Thursday.  Ry in 4th grade and Chandler in 1st.  This change alone brings me so much anxiety-I just don't like sharing my time with my boys.  But it is life.  I have also taken on new kids and will be having a young day care once again...all but one of my babies have grown and moved on so I was at a point that I needed to decide what I wanted to do with myself.  I really enjoyed volunteering at Early Education Center last year and had thought going back to school could be in my future but again I hated to give up my time with my hubby when he was home.  Nothing is worth losing that time.  So as Joe and I both prayed, the Lord gave me the answers all within a 2 day period.  I just had to make the choice on how many kids I was ready to take on and hours I wanted to work because the need for kids was given to me.  I will have 2 new borns, 15 month old, 17 month old, 3 year old and 4 year old.  Change is GOOD!!!